oh..i miss my high school again...those good old days and those hard old days... i didn't like it when i was studying there...i think all chinese who experienced high school would have the same feeling... how hard and stressful the days in high school are!

    everyday i got up at no later than 6:00, and then i dug into study with fever pitch. from time to time, i fear once i lay off, i would lag behind. we slept at mid-night after all day's study. every day i try to push 110% of myself into the grueling study. i took a short nap at noon and then,immediately after that, another period of hard, hard study began. every day, it just seemed that the classroom, the school canteen, and the dorm were our only hang around... there was no one single minute that our nerves were relaxed. the once-per-month big exam was on the point of killing us. so every day we were preparing for exams. it was all no exaggeration to say that we were not given one second to take a deep breath. 

     how hard life was! ah...but ridiculous. i didn't even lose 1kg even if life was that hard to me... sometimes, i just hoped that the college entrance examination test would fall earlier, so that i could be free from all pain. and i didn't want to care about the result. good or bad, i truly didn't care. i just need freedom and relaxation. life was killing me at that time... 

      just after i took the college examination, which was on the afternoon of june 10, 2004, maybe exactly at 11:00, i was elated..i never felt this elated before!!!! at that time, i felt like i am a free girl after being shackled for 1000 years!

      at that time, we both screamed out loud!!! we need the hard scream to give vent to all of our pent-up emotions for a few years! all the years of hard study was in preparation of the 2.5 days' exam. when we came back to the dorm, we just had the strong impulsion to tear apart all books, so that we could feel better. actually, i was on the point of doing that. but later, i withdrew. i loved books. they were my memories of those tough days. 

      3 years! how fantastic!!! it has been 3 years since i graduated from high school! how incredible!!!  all the years, i have been appreciative of all the poeple i met, and of the achievement i obtained, though not much. i felt like as a person, i was becoming better day by day. i have been learning from every one and every possible channel. and over the past one year, i learned most. i felt so good at it... and i have been so happy... 

    i am going home this morning. but my best high school friend had something to do. then we are delaying our schedule. i am eager to come back to my high school and take more pictures of it. though it has been firmly in my heart, i am still eager to see it more, the same as i am eager to...see....*** more...hhahaa 

     oh..i got the call..i sould leave for home...good good vacation to all!

原文翻译：

哦，我想念我的高中再……那些美好的日子，那些艰难的日子…我不喜欢在我这里学习……我想所有的中国人谁经历中学会有同样的感觉…如何努力，紧张的日子在高中！

我每天都在不迟于6点起床，然后我挖到白热化的研究。从时间的时候，我害怕一旦我休息，我就会落后。我们睡在午夜一天的学习之后。我每天尽量推110%自己艰苦的研究。我中午小睡一下，然后，紧接着，另一段时间的努力，努力学习的开始。每一天，它就好像教室，学校食堂和宿舍，我们只流连…没有一分钟，我们的神经放松了。每个月一次大的考试是在杀死我们的观点。我们每天都在准备考试。这是毫不夸张地说，我们没有得到一个第二深呼吸。

生活是多么艰难！啊……但可笑。我甚至没有如果生活是很难我甚至失去1公斤…有时候，我只是希望高考考试会掉，这样我可以摆脱所有的痛苦。我不想关心的结果。好的或坏的，我真的不在乎。我只是需要自由和放松。生活是杀害的我当时…

我刚刚参加了大学的考试，这是在2004年6月10日下午，也许正是在上午11点，我很高兴..我从来没有感觉这么兴高采烈之前！！！！那时，我觉得我是一个自由的女孩被禁锢1000年后！

在那个时候，我们都大声的尖叫！！！我们需要努力尖叫发泄我们的所有被压抑多年的情感！努力学习所有这些年来，在2.5天的考试准备。我们回到宿舍的时候，我们刚刚撕开所有书籍的强烈冲动，让我们感觉更好。实际上，我是在做点。但后来，我退出。我喜欢书。他们是我的那些艰难的日子的回忆。

3年！多么美妙！！！我高中毕业已经3年了！多么不可思议！！！这些年来，我一直珍惜所有的人我见过，和我所取得的成就，但不多。我觉得作为一个人，我变得一天比一天。我已经从每一个人和每一个可能的渠道学习。在过去的一年，我学到了许多。我感觉很好…我一直这么快乐…

今天早上我回家。但是我最好的高中朋友有事要做。然后我们把我们的计划。我想回到我的高中和采取更多的照片。虽然一直坚定地在我的心中，我仍然渴望更多的看到它，同我渴望……看…* * * hhahaa……

哦，我叫..我应该向所有好的假期回家…！